Living with Uncertainty

I want to know.....I want to know what will happen, when  it will happen, the outcomes, the right path to choose, the one that will get me to happiness and peace.

Yet life is all about uncertainty and all we can do is choose to participate in the dance. There are no fixed steps.

If I can connect with myself and trust that my higher self knows what is best for me, then I can face each day in the knowledge that whatever happens is opportunity, to learn, to grow, to be tested, even thrust into the fire to be transformed. 

 As I move towards changing my life drastically by moving to Timor Leste for a year I connect with my fears...why am I doing this, is this really the right thing to do.... should I stop now before its too late...I go back to that initial impulse that propelled me forward on this path , the one that brought me to NZ, moved me to Christchurch, encouraged me to leave my secure job,  pushed me into doing all this expensive training....and I realise that is the voice of grace in my life.